Monday, January 04, 2010

Happy New Year!

This time of year is one that is particularly dichotomous. People are left riddled with guilt due to poor holiday decision making, over-indulgence, and overspending. There is a mild depression that sets in at the start of the long months of winter and a general sense of finality. And after a respite of brief celebration and jubilance, January 1st is invariably somewhat of a let down. However, this thick darkness is combated with the optimistic hope that this year will be better than the last.

In order to make sure that this is the case, we all make resolutions that we vow to keep to improve our lives and our environment. These can range from specific, “Drop 1 tenth of second on my mile” to general, “survive”. I personally like to go the vague route as, I don’t think it is healthy to script one's life, but additionally that way I am not entirely held accountable when I fail. So in the spirit of looking forward, versus falling prey to the winter blues, my resolutions for 2010 are below.

1. Be nicer
2. Be healthier
3. Be calmer
4. Exhibit restraint

Of course there are certain specifics required to accomplish these goals, however I refuse to ruin my false sense of hope by micromanaging my plan to self-betterment. My only specific is that I give 2010 my best. So 2009, it is with mixed emotions that I am writing to let you know it is over. I have tried to reconcile our past during a period of self-reflection during the recent days and I have come to terms that our relationship has run its course.

Although there were some wonderful moments, I cannot continue with our unhealthy relationship any further. I have to believe that 2010 has bigger plans for me than you did. I have to at least believe this until it is warm enough for me to reconsider hurling myself over a ledge. So until then- show me what you got 2010! Happy New Year all!!!

5 comments:

Helena said...

Happy New Year, my friend!
Yours is the only blog I read... fabulous.

Hotelie Blogger said...

awww i LOVE you!!! Thank you for reading!!!

Drea said...

I like the optimistic tone of this entry. And I am sure that 2010 has a lot in store for you. I think "exhibit restraint" is the one that's going to be the toughie for me, but we have to hope that 2010 is slightly more controlled than 2009. But infinitely more fun :) (Is that possible?)

Meaza said...

YOU GO GLEN COCOA! YOU GO! Wishing 2010 brings you & little BJ happiness, wellness, and health.

XOXO

Hotelie Blogger said...

We will make it possible! Yay 2010!